TGIF

Heh, sorry that ya all had to read last nights post. I was a lil bit off my rocker, pissed off and ready to fight..so instead I took my frustration out on my keyboard. A local friend and her idiot boyfriend pissed me off to no end..don'tcha love that?

Been a boring Friday here. I've been getting one of the rooms cleared out and trying to set it up.
I think I'm finally pulling my head back out of la la land, so I'm finding the motivation to start getting stuff done.

I feel really bad for the way I treated my husband last night. I guess because I was pissed off, and drinking, I said some not very nice things to him.

Time for me to cut the drinking out of my life again. I am far from being an alcoholic.. I don't crave alcohol, nor do I ever use it to get through hard times.
It's summer, it's nice and warm and nothing goes better with a nice day, a comfy chair on the deck and a nice cold Budweiser. What I am finding is that I tend to let little things piss me off when I have a beer buzz and it's not healthy to myself, or the people I love. Because I take it out on them instead of channeling my anger into a positive thing.

He's not mad at me thankfully. We talked about it this morning. I apologized, but that still doesn't make me feel good. I feel like a little bitch because of it. I didn't say anything hurtful, but was just being a mean little twat and I hate acting like that.

Well I hope you all have an excellent day and weekend.

posted by Donna at 6/09/2006 02:12:00 p.m.