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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Useless babble

Just finished watching NCIS a while ago. Can that show get any funnier? I absolutely love it. Deals with a serious subject but there's so much humor in it. Too bad good shows like that weren't on for two hours, and good movies on for four hours. Then again maybe it's better that they're not, because it would only worsen my procrastinating ways! Haha!
Seriously, I'll sit here and keep saying "ok, just one more cig" or "just one more coffee" before I can even think of trying to motivate myself. Surprisingly enough I get through the days without letting the house become a wreck.

The kitties really add to my insanity. I feel like typing about them tonight.

The Little Black Bastard..or Taz for short is the youngest. He's all black with a couple patches of white, and beautiful lil green eyes. Boy is he a snuggly kitter cat, but he also has a spaz side.

This cat is on and into absolutely EVERYTHING. This morning I woke up..came out to make coffee and I see the cookies, cat treats, and lightbulbs laying on the floor...hmm wonder who did that? You guessed it..caught in the act and he had the audacity to look at me innocently. YEAH RIGHT! He jumped down and ran under the table and tried to play tag through the rungs of the chair.
But then bedtime comes, and who goes to bed with me? My husband? No. My cats? Yes, and Taz is always the first one in there. I've never seen a cat that likes to snuggle like that... he purr's the loudest while being held tight to me with the blankets tucked in. Strange one he is... but oh so adorable.

Next are the two ol ladies, Stash, and Jojo. They are 12 year old Calico's with a personality that matches their many patterns of their coat.
I call them the ol' ladies because they are that.. they seem like bitchy ol ladies. But loveable as hell. Jojo is the chubby one, and the most outgoing, loving one out of the two.. in fact she gets a little annoying at times wanting so much attention..but she thrives on it.
Also all her bright, funky markings are on her face and belly...sill girl!

Stash is the thinner of the two. She's shy, and more wild like their mother was. Her coat is a lil darker but she's got these wicked yellow/green eyes and the most adorable lil cream colored mustache. I have to coax her out sometimes and give extra attention when she's jumpy, but she's generally a really good kitty.
These two girls are really kittenish in a lot of ways. They love chasing the string, or even better the *little red dot* I gotta tell ya..a laser pointer sure is a fun tool to tire the kitties out so that they're not spazzing out all night.
I guess since I don't have children, my cats are more like lil ones to me which is cool..they enjoy their life and bring a smile to me every day! Who wouldn't get a kick out of their antics?


Well going to turn in for the night! Hope tomorrow is sunny and partially warm!

Emotional morning....ya think?

What a day it has been and already I am stressed out, hurt, and ready for a nap.

Little background here... Friday afternoon I found out that one of my good friends up in Canada died. He was only 30, and newly married. He did have cancer but we all figured he'd have a good 6 months left...unfortunately not. I hurt so bad for my Friend losing her bestfriend/lifemate. But I also hurt because I never got to say goodbye...never told him how much of an impact he had on my life. Guilty too because I was too busy partying and packing the week before I moved here to the states...never made the time to see him..figured oh he'll be alive in another 2-3 years when I'm able to come and go across the border. Blah.

Well I've been doing ok since finding this out..sure thinking alot about my friends and their family but not been an emotional wreck myself. She popped online on my messenger list and sent me a link. Took me to the online condolences page set up for him on the funeral home website. I saw his picture, the description and read the condolences and started bawling..haven't been able to stop.


Now onto a happier/sillier note (trying to make myself smile here) I was running around the house chasing after Taz, that is our younger kitty. I ran right into a damned wall! Luckily for me i missed out on hitting my face but I cracked my knee really good...and what does that lil black bastard (yes i mean the cat) do? Cranks his tail, gives me that bug eyed HAHA look and shoots past me with his tail straight up in the air. These beasts are the bane of my existance...yet I can't live without them.

Sorry if anyone had trouble reading this...my mind isn't really makingt much sense to me right now either. Happy Tuesday....pffft!!!

Monday, February 27, 2006

Damn you Spaghetti Sauce, Damn you!

Ok, so figured I'd start dinner before we got too hungry. Had leftover spaghetti sauce in the fridge. Took it out, poured it in the pot and added some water...cuz the hub whines that i make my sauce too thick...well the problem is...now it's like meaty tomato soup *cries*.

I hate when that happens...go from one extreme to another..blah!
Luckily enough it tasted pretty good so in one way dinner wasn't ruined.

Started packing today...got all our nascar stuff packed up and other knick knacks, magazines etc from the living room. I've never packed a whole home before...always just been my own personal things. I'm so confused, lost, and overwhelmed that I only made it thru four boxes before I gave up in frustration. Found myself walking in circles nearly yanking my hair out...realized I'd better leave it til another day..haha!

Weird Monday morning

I sit here this morning after watching the news, and reading some articles online and I wonder about a lot of things.

First of all..when a certain country gives aid to another...why do they then feel the need to *PLAY*, yes i said play politics?
Does this really help the problem? I'd think not...instead it seems to only ever cause problems because these said politicians get into pissing wars like little boys!

I'm not into politics so therefore I cannot talk about it, because it would be uneducated gibberish, HAHA! But I do keep my eyes and ears open when hearing about this world of ours that is in distress.

I am far from being a cold-hearted human..I do have faith in the human race, I love children, animals and people who can make a difference..but what I do not understand is why certain countries governments need to get involved in the politics of another country? Why can't we (meaning North America) just worry about our own countries and take care of our own first BEFORE worrying about what's happening in another region?
I just don't understand it. We have homeless people here at home, we have sick people here at home, lots of crime and terrorism in our own damned countries yet our politicians are blowin BS out of their asses, flying around the world to butt heads with others.

I really do agree with my father when he says "This world is going to hell in a handbasket".
Where is the peace???

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Welcome Me to Blogspot

Well, welcome to Blogspot ruadorklikeme.

Haha had to give myself my very own personal greeting.
After weeks of reading others blogs and getting very interested in starting my own..here I am.

What I post may not be of interest to anyone else, but sometimes I need to ramble on about my daily activities, rant about my better half, the fur babies or just life in general.

Since I am new here, if anyone would like to give me advice on templates and show me the ropes of keeping up my blog, I'd greatly appreciate it.